Just this once I pray that the worst outcome possible doesnt come to past. God if you take my mom after everything she has been thru, I dont know if I can really say I trust you anymore. After all the effort she has put in this is the best way you can help her out? What is this bullshit… Cant my family catch a fucking break…. Good luck on your surgery mom and just know I couldnt have asked for anyone better to be my mom. Love you.
At night I look at the moon wondering if you are too. Just chillin at home with the fam isnt so bad right now. My fav auntie is here, the house just seems lively. Haha it makes being home doable… I thought I was happy but i guess im not? Ive gotten so use to just laughing at everything I dont no what i really find funny anymore… My aunt i guess knows me better than i no myself… She straight up asked me why my fake my laughs…. Got put on blast on day one… But I am really laughing or so I thought i was lolololol. W.e. my life goes on fake or real doesnt make a difference.
If happy ever did exist, i would still be holding you like this… All those fairy tales are full of shit….
So much shit on my mind. I wish we could talk and talk and talk and talk….. Forever till the end of time. That would be good enuff right? Would that be enuff? Idk idk idk. Holy shit y am I such a fool…
I didn’t trust u like I should’ve. But I honestly couldn’t help myself. People say family is forever but my dad just straight up left my ass. And I thought I could give u my heart but I guess in the end I couldn’t give it to u fully. But I ended up giving u enough for me to get hurt. And its not ur fault. Love u and good bye.
